I felt frozen in the moment. The music was pouring over me. At first I thought I wished it could never end. Then...then there was nothing.
The band was playing and they all seemed to enjoy themselves. Despite a few troubles they had they seemed like nothing could brake their spirits.
The music sounded magical.
I looked around.
I saw the rest in the light, having fun. And I sank deeper into the shadows.
It has been so long since I last felt like this. The realization that I don't and never will belong anywhere hit me so hard I found myself gasping for air. But there was no air for me.
So I just leaned back on the wall, caressed the shadows and the bitter-sweet sensation of utter loneliness.
The world finally made sense again.
