A hole in the ground

A light fog is dancing around my ankles. I am walking up a hill the road is muddy and slippery, the air is moist and very cold but I don't seem to feel it. My body does but my mind is drifting away, somewhere ahead, and it refuses to bother.
  Before I know it I'm standing at the entrance of a cemetery, the low black pointy fence seems to go forever on both sides. The mist is caressing the gravestones as if to say "Mine, all their souls are mine."
  There are no roads in the cemetery, only muddy soil. I start to walk and maybe I'm stepping on graves but I have no way of knowing. And I don't care. I don't care about anything anymore. There is only pain, maddening pain. I can't cry anymore, i can't struggle anymore. All I cared for was tared away from me. In the end I had lost even my sanity. That is why I don't remember getting here.
  Falling deeper into my dark thoughts I reach the center of the cemetery. There is a big, round crypt and it's as if the open doors are begging me to go in. I do.
  There is a hole in the ground and a rope is hanging from the sealing down it's center. Around the edge there are symbols carved int the stone. I look down into the dark and it doesn't seem to have an end. But I can swear I can feel fires burning somewhere below.
  Then I heard the voices:
"COME DOWN TO US! WE WILL KEEP YOU SAFE, WE WILL TAKE AWAY YOUR SORROW. LITTLE SISTER, COME HOME." the demons were singing.
  I wanted to, I needed to. Escaping from this world and it's troubles was all I wanted. But before I could even grab the rope another voice blew in with the wind.
  "YOU"RE NOT DONE HERE YET.GO BACK!"
  And I did. I walked back and left behind the hole in the ground. And never again have I thought of giving up on life.
There is just one thing I'd like to know - whose voice was it that pulled me off the ledge?